Finding Me!

Enclosed in four walls
I miss my toys and dolls

Trying to find my way out
Wishing someone heard my silent shout
Suffocating in my cage
Eyes burning with rage
Unanswered doubts 
I feel like a clout
All around me are enjoying 
It's life and they are living
I sit here thinking to myself 
Is this really me or someone else 
The life I had
So carefree and glad
Has turned into a mockery 
Unknown to friends and family 
Is it their sadistic nature 
Or just my failure
Trying to find my space
Tired of this chase
All I need is free flowing happiness 
Lesser questions and no mess
Finding Me... Within Me :)